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Name: emily
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Abilene
Birthday: 2/20/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Love may be blind, but Love at least
Knows what is man and what mere beast
Expertise: the love of the Lord!
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  texytexan
Member Since:
6/20/2003
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| i freaking wish i didn't have freaking summer classes. i mean, do i really have to pay someone 1000 bucks to prove i can run a mile? it's just a waste.
still dating drew. he's such the ideal for me right now. let's see, we're at 5 months now. seems a lot longer.
well, i have to meet him for lunch. maybe i'll make this routine.
that is, if i can find something to talk about.
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| gah. i just completely skipped town on xanga. i feel like a traitor. i just got kind of sick of being in the corner, you know? that's where i feel i am on here. stuck in a corner.
anyway. i had such a rough time last semester but things have been absolutley wonderful this semester. i have a boyfriend named Drew and he is just about amazing. i like him because we've alread set up the rules so i know where i stand with him and there is never any guessing.
and i'm the chief photographer for the school paper. i have my own desk!
hmm....i got a tattoo a while ago to commemorate my Africa trip and it's just beautiful.
that's like the hardcore short version of life for the past 8 months.
i need to start getting on here more. if there is anyone out there, signal me back like a message in a bottle. | | |
| so i am back in the states! man, i have got so much to say. and i am so very tired right now that if i tried to say it all, i would immediately give up.
give me a few weeks.
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| the day before, the day before i leave. i already have indigestion.
i've got cute dresses and skirts. i've got bugspray and toothpaste and sunscreen. i've got everything one can possibly think to get. and i am still about to crap my pants.
what i need right now is a way to get this nervous tension out of my body. i need a free space to scream in, a glass to break, a toilet to puke in. oh no.
ever been so excited you're scared? yeah.
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| yesterday, i got my nose pierced. i thought it appropriate of me since i'm going to Africa. hey, the missionaries said to try and fit in.....
speaking of which, since i have been out of school i have been thinking about these new people i have been hanging out with from school. i just feel very....(what's the word?) suspicious of them. i mean, i don't feel that way while i am around them. it's been a long time since i have allowed myself close friends. you know, the kind you call up on a tuesday night for a sleep over or a movie or poker. i think maybe because of past friendships i am warning myself.....i hope that's it. am i just paranoid? i suppose i am just going to have to watch myself. because no friend is worth that kind of hurt.
i guess i have the whole summer to think it over.
and anyway, this weekend i am shopping for skirts! exactly a week from today i will be in Paris! | | |
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